Thank you for your kind words. I'm guilty of underestimating myself, and recently a friend told me that as I quoted $28/hour for building an e-commerce platform store.
I've never had attention from a woman, and usually I find it's just me being hopeless sending them mulitple texts and being annoying (and often neglected, as I have nothing of worth to offer). I stop I don't know how sweet nothings are uttered, I don't know what pillow talk would be like. I don't know how life with an other adult works. My only intimate experience are vicarious from books and films.
Maybe that's what life is about living one's own film with them as the protagonist.