Thinking the Way Animals Do (2015)
grandin.com
grandin.com
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/What_Is_it_Like_to_Be_a_Bat%3F
"The Autistic Brain: Thinking Across the Spectrum" [60min]
It sounds like it was part of an elaborate project, but what was it, and how did the organzers arrive at the decision to approach and invite her to the study? Or did she hear about it, and ask to participate as a matter of curiosity?
this is either trite (in that all humans are animals), or an extremely bold claim indeed.
I have met her and had a chance to chat, have lunch, etc, and hear her give a technical talk on designing animal handling systems. She's very smart, competent and confident. Her autism makes her quite a strange person to hang out with. Her overly bold statements and confidence could be part of that, but it's not so unusual for professors, writers and similar types to behave that way.
But she honestly believes she is missing some of the particular human stuff, while still being very bright, and thus has unusual intuition into non-human animal cognition. It's hard to provide evidence for this, of course.
In summary: not trite at all, but indeed a bold, interesting and controversial claim.
(Edit, caveat: I last met her 19 years ago and have not kept up with her work since)
I don't doubt that improving welfare is important to Grandin, though.
As a child, I used to have vivid imagination, vivid dreams, be afraid of silly things such as fear literal ghosts that could live in our (dark) corridor, at the attic or the shed on the far side of the garden. I remember taking more pleasure in playing, reading, interacting with other people, playing computer games, telling jokes (I used to be good at this), being more open, having many more friends.
In recent years I found few things give me pleasure, I very rarely remember my dreams, I can't really get into PnP RPG sessions because I have hard time visualizing what's happening, I have practically no friends, low stress resistance, affinity for vector graphics rather than raster (bitmap) graphics. I'm looking for work as a programmer. Emotionally, I'm an unhappy person. I'm barely even scared by horror movies (I never watched them until recently - I was too afraid as a child). I tend to watch "strong" movies, often thrillers, because they make me feel something, unlike most other movies. Girls stay away from me because they think I'm cold and emotionless, even call me a psycho.
This year, I've been diagnosed with Schizoid Personality Disorder. It boils down to I'm very uncomfortable showing emotions, and even feeling emotions. I avoid situations (even watching certain movies) which make me feel emotion. I won't go into detail but SPD is a very good description of how I feel.
This article makes me realize what happened to me as I grew up. To a degree it's common in all people - moving from a affective, visual kind of mind to a more verbal kind of mind. In me, it's pushed to an unhealthy extreme and causing me unhappiness. My psychiatrist told me what, this article is the missing piece of the puzzle as it tells me why and how.
Some people have an affinity for drawing, and raster/bitmap graphics which is a lot like it. I feel drawn towards vector graphics, SVG and Inkscape because I can utilize my analitycal mind and verbal thinking. With vector, you throw down some shapes and deform them. It's more like sculpting in clay or play-dough than drawing!
But I digress. Now I know how to move in the opposite direction, towards child-like imagination and the times I miss so much. Call it regress if you like. Away from depression, lack of friends, lack of purpose in life. Don't repress emotion, learn to express it. Take singing and/or dancing lessons, something I used to be deathly scared of (until I had an insight: I had to endure much worse things). Exercise my imagination the way I exercise my programming skills and work out. Do more vector graphics (they look cool in a github README.rst), but also try to learn drawing the old-school way. A couple of women, not asked, have told me I have a nice voice. I like fantasy and SF, why would I NOT record some audiobooks ? I can focus on short stories that are no longer copyrighted. I lived in a world of irrational fears. People don't care about me if they can't have a use of me, so they won't remember my antics.
I don't think you can judge the state of a person's mind by what sort of graphics they enjoy. That seems like a matter of personal preference. I'm pretty social and I think vector graphics are far more useful and more interesting than raster graphics.
> People don't care about me if they can't have a use of me, so they won't remember my antics.
This fundamental assumption, I imagine, makes it unpleasant to interact with people. Suspicion about the intentions of another person makes it difficult to cooperate and develop good rapport.
Any girl who calls you a psycho based solely on your personality (not on your actions) is probably not worth your time.
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Do you know what's the alternative ? Constantly worrying how others perceive you. It's a simple observation that people are much more interested in themselves than you, and they don't care what you do unless it affects them. Many human interaction guides suggest that to be perceived as an interesting person, good friend, even charismatic you should listen to people as they speak and ask thoughtful questions. I used to live like that - keep my cards very close to my chest. Among other things, constant worry nuked my sense of humor. Stopping caring (to a point) is a way to focus on things other than what others might or might not think about you. "If you want to be someone - be yourself" - an interesting graffiti near the place where I live. I know a girl so self-conscious she changed her singature to look better. I've gone wayyy overboard with poker face.
Did you read the article?