My first time
I am a high school drop out . and I can't find a job . this is my first time doing all of this .
In hindsight, look within see what tickles your fancy minus the yolo([money, cars, hoes,] mindset) realize YOLO(). And what would be meaningful for you during that short amount of time. It's all you have, might as well use it sustainably.
Hey and after that, find out where you live, the people you know, and the effort (as in the drive) -that it will take in order for you to achieve your most sustainable self. Then break everything down, use the pomodoro method, use kanban, heck tic-tac-toe if it helps and work out your doings. Start -and don't stop, you can't really can you? You love doing it. So always remember the first part, that's important. ;-)
-Find out what you love doing, and then just love doing it. As you're doing what you love, something's worthwhile.
I remember when I was like 11, logging into efnet, joining #linux, and asking to be taught everything. And everyone was like here... haha, and here we are. God speed! And Gluck!
Without specifics, the only practical suggestion is for you to identify what you would like to do and then pick employers who need that skill and offer to work as an unpaid intern for a month be considered for a paying job.
Or you could go an learn something that interests you and then pretty much do the same thing. Generally, jobs are only for those who can demonstrate some value to the potential employer.
This post is kinda sad to read, because I want you to find a job and support yourself, but at the same time you've made the least possible amount of effort. It's almost like you're standing around wondering why nobody has spontaneously chosen to give you a job.