>the more I have a realization that a lot of the corporate speak they’re telling us at these companies is for the company’s interest.

Are you joking? Who's interest would it be in? Do you think the world revolves around you?

>in reality they’re just using me for money

Not to sound pedantic, but... why do you think they pay you?

>But I’m just really good at this

Citation needed. You said you get fired every 3 months. If they don't hire you back, you're not "really good".