I can sympathize, but I suggest long term you figure out a way to get over this sentiment. If you plan to work in the industry for any length of time you absolutely must study to stay employable.
With few exceptions almost every segment of the industry changes how it does things about every six years. What you do now will be pretty out of date in mid 2020. I've been working as a programmer since the late 80s. If I step back in six year increments and look at the technologies I was using, here's what I get:
2011: Python, Django, MySQL, Jquery, Mercurial (not Git).
2005: PHP, CakePHP, MySQL.
1999: AIX, PowerBuiler, VB6, FoxPro, Access
1993: DBase 3, 8 bit embedded systems (68HC11)
At every stage of my career people I've known said there was no need to go learn new stuff. What they're doing will always be in demand. I'm talking about people doing things like ANSI 77 COBOL, RPG/3, and system 36 assembler. They were probably right, I'm guessing there's some orgs out there still using that stuff. But the options get smaller every year.
If you want to have your pick of the best opportunities available and be in control of your own destiny, and want to work in the industry more than 5 years, you're going to have to train yourself.
It'll help if you figure out a way to enjoy the experience and have fun with it.