if this disgusts you for moral/guilt reasons there is a good solution. Eat less meat! You don't have to go full vegan.

I think people employ black and white thinking about this -- either I eat all meat or I become vegetarian/vegan and eat no meat. That's hard, and you're likely to fail (hard cutting to vegan would be quite difficult, regression rates after a few months are sky high).

Instead, simply resolve to eat less meat. Make Thursdays meatless. Opt for the vegetarian option when eating out. Slowly reduce your meat consumption to a level you're happy with. Learn about meat alternatives (which have gotten really, really good in the last few years).

If everyone in the US took one day a week to have no meat, the whole industry would change dramatically. Baby steps!