How have you overcome your fear of failure to finish and launch something?
Even still, in the game of go (and many other games), some people are afraid to lose. They never play people who are better than them. Why do you suppose that is? It is a self defeating strategy because by never losing, they never improve. What could possibly be so important about a game of go that stops these people from allowing themselves to lose?
I think if you answer that question, you will be well on your way to answering your original question.
P.S. When I was teaching English as a foreign language, I often taught adults. The biggest impediment I found for adults learning a foreign language was the fear to appear childish. With such a fear, learning a new language is almost impossible.
http://www.raptitude.com/2010/08/how-to-make-life-agreeable/
>...It usually involved holding your breath and averting your eyes as you scoop out the food-slime and hurriedly direct it toward the garbage bin, bracing yourself throughout, as if you’re jumping into icy water.
It’s the same strategy a wide-eyed Fear Factor contestant uses as he chomps frantically on the June bug in his mouth — he doesn’t want to confront it, he wants to escape it.
That method didn’t work for me, it just made me more aware of how awful it was. As soon as I tackled one sink, I began dreading the next room.
I don’t remember when it clicked, but after not too many kitchens, I learned the secret:
Let it feel like whatever it feels like.
Just do it and let it have its way with you. Turn toward it, not away.
Whenever I came to a gunked-up drain, I just scooped it out without rushing. I reached into the drain with no more reluctance than I would have reaching into a cookie jar. I looked at the mess with a stoic curiosity, allowing the swollen noodles and bread-mush to rest freely in my fingers for the two or three unhurried seconds it took to transfer them to the garbage can.
As long as I wasn’t rushing or trying not to touch it, it was painless. It wasn’t worth trying to escape.
Realize that you can't learn and grow unless you try. The only real failure is not trying.
I like this short little commercial... sums up "failure" just right.
* Failure: The Secret to Success - A Honda Documentary - YouTube || https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xOVig5H7UbM
You win or you learn. Stop thinking about it like a bad thing.
Specifics?
* Do team reviews after every release. Do more formal reviews every quarter. If you aren't writing and reading pages of opinions on what is going well or what isn't... how would you learn? Blindly following orders is a great way to not win and not learn. Engage. Don't keep people on the team who aren't opinionated and engaged.
* Keep a journal. Review it every so often. Be clear with your goals, take stock of what went right and what didn't. You'll get some right, you'll get some wrong... keep trying. Every week you get some wins... and some losses... acknowledge the small things that build up to make larger things.
* Talk with other people doing similar work. (Don't bitch to friends or coworkers about personal issues... Talk with a shrink for that.) Strive to learn and master all you can about what you set out to do. If you're doing it alone in your basement... not going to conferences, not going to meet-ups, ... it's going to take you longer to optimize. Look for opportunities to "fail" where it won't matter... small side projects, lectures, meet-ups etc. Learn from others, strive to teach others what you learned. Talking it out is a great way to "test" ideas to prevent failure.
If you find yourself unable to launch stuff because of that specific fear, then I would say it has some extremely personal reasoning behind it, and maybe introspection would be helpful. Things that deeply ingrained are usually related to childhood and or family.
Ironically, I'd probably suggest some psychedelics as the fastest way to get to the bottom of it.
If not, don't launch it. Getting traction in that scenario wouldn't constitute a success or benefit anyone.
Also, the idea of products blowing up overnight is basically a myth. No matter how good your thing is, expect no one to use it for quite a while.
Even if the latter is the case: What's so bad about that? If people laugh about you and your efforts they're ultimately the ones who failed not you.
Putting something out there is a bit like getting on stage. Stage fright is a very common fear but it's also very irrational. Derek Sivers of CD Baby fame, who had his first on-stage experience as a circus clown, once said something like this about stage fright: "The thing to remember is that once you go on stage you're not doing this for yourself, you're doing it for your audience."
Focussing on others instead of yourself is a way to overcome stage fright, and fear of rejection in general. Moreover, don't judge yourself so hard. Don't take yourself so seriously. Keep your identity small. You're not your product or your performance in a given moment.
Of course, that's what 'fail early' is all about. As soon as you fail, you can move on to something new.
I think it's important to just say "I want to do this, even if I fail," and really believe that it'll have been worth doing even if you fail.
Right now, my team and I are building a startup that sells fertilizer and seed in rural sub-saharan Africa. On credit. What we're doing is crazy and has all of the challenges of any other startup, but we're also doing it with all of the challenges that operating in Kenya has.
Just believe it's worth doing.
My advice (which is free internet advice, so take that for all it's worth) is that this is holding you back. As long as you don't see yourself as a fraud, it doesn't matter if someone else calls you one.
And, now I've done diagnosing you, I'll now assume you're in the exact same situation as I was (which is even worse internet advice, so prepare to pile up some massive grains of salt)
Because it wasn't that long ago, I remember the first time a project of mine got the focused attention of the HN front page. I was very nearly physically ill, because I was sure I was going to be judged harshly by some internet rando.
And yes, eventually someone did claim that my project was lame / worthless / something else equally stinging, and yes, it did hurt my feelings for a while.
But then I realised that I didn't care what they thought. I'd finished my project to (generally) good acclaim and they were just some bitter armchair expert who felt they had to chip in.
The good news is that it's easily solved, you need a tougher skin. The bad news is the only way you can do that is by putting stuff out there, failing, and then doing it all again :)
I would suggest that, if you haven't, you should read the Bhagavad Rita.
I also don't subscribe in the idea of redefining failure to make it less than what it is. In the real world, things fail, and often fail spectacularly, often hurting the people we love.
And frankly, some things are supposed to make you fear failure. Like jumping out of a plane with a poorly packed parachute. (Or just jumping out of a plane, say).
So let's be honest here: fear of failure is a generally a good thing. Irrational fear of failure is not. And the trick is to know which is which.
And for some people it's often the case that fear of failure is worse than actually failing. If you grow up in life succeeding at everything you're doing, then it's also possibly true, you've not taken a lot of risks. Or you only take the risks where success was guaranteed. And then if it got too hard you could always drop out.
But for some people fear of failing is what drives them to succeed. They've jumped both feet first into a business and need the business to succeed so they can feed their family. The fear of failure is helping them to work harder, and to make better business decisions.
The problem for you is that your fear is immobilizing. When you jump head first into something, you'll most likely find it an asset, because you'll never work harder in your life.
We left it untied outside but the chicken didn't move for hours.
When it finally started exploring, I walked towards it. Instead of running, it crouched low. And I picked it up and dropped it back.
The next day, it ran when it saw me and I chased it. The chase was short because it ran towards the corner of the fence, leaving itself no place to run. And crouched low. I picked it and dropped it. The next day I ran after it and this time, it has me running around the house until it slipped and fell.
After that day, I couldn’t catch it alone.
Morale
People out of school are like the chicken fresh out of farm. Maximum fear, too much unknowns.
We can back ourselves into a corner by not having a back up plan, trying to become Facebook on first try, putting our hope of livelihood on the project.
Reduce the pressure by trying plenty small projects. Make friends who are also working on stuff. You help them, they'll help you too. Get a small job, so time is not a pressure...
Try a lot of small projects. You'll learn a lot. And one of them might surprise you. No one can say with certainty that a project will succeed. Good.
Make it safe to fail. Then you can do it over and over and call it "iterating". Measure your metrics and improve them.
That's how you get repeatable success.
That's the best advice on this thread here. So how do you make it safe to fail?
Examples:
If you have a day job, a failed side project isn't the end of the world.
Scale down your ambitions drastically. There's something we big dreamers do. We have an idea and instantly envision the idea making thousands of dollars. For some people, it motivates them, for others, it makes it feel like waking on a thin rope accross two skyscrapers.
So beware when this happens, and aim low "mentally."
Seek small projects that would cost you little time and money. And would earn a few dollars or hundreds of dollars. If it works, you'll have beer money. If it doesn't, you'll shrug.
Have at least two concurrent project so your fate doesn't feel tied to a project.
Send me a message and I'll help give more specific / tailored advice.
Figure out your missing skills (have someone successful diagnose you) and then improve incrementally. Why don't you post about some of your projects in a new thread and ask for help?
Mistakes/failures are just opportunities to learn a poignant point about how to do it better.
The first tune I built something it wasn't with a big vision to be the next Facebook (Facebook didn't exist then actually :)) but it was something I needed, and I figured I'd just see if other people needed it too.
Other times, I've built things purely as a learning exercise, so you can't fail if you launch, you've actually succeeded just because you launch, what comes later doesn't matter.
Once I'd launched a couple of times, the fear factor didn't really come into mind anymore.
The point of the exercise is to learn. I will try doing this thing in this way. If that doesn't work, I haven't failed, I've just learned that doing that thing in that way at that time doesn't work.
Hopefully I've also learned some other stuff that will make my next experiment more financially productive ;)
Like anything, it gets easier the more you do it. Try to launch things which you aren't passionate about so have less invested—with less pressure, you can start to build your launch muscles.
If so, I commit to the project publicly and preferably make other people dependent on its success, because:
Fear of failing others > fear of my own failure.
I like lighting fires under my ass. Being chill and "whatever, it's a learning curve" doesn't help me get things done.
This is probably the best advice OP could get. By doing so, you're basically forcing your fearful/lazy self into action.
I can learn far more from failure than regret. Regrets is fills of what ifs. Where as failure is I'm one step closer to my goal.
Remember after every failure you are richer - experience is gold and no1 can take it away from you.
the other one...remembering " Fear Fear itself"
Lastly, just get the price of failure ready (save the failure coins) and delve into the risk...