I can answer, I had a breakup in February that I'm still not over, I've been in CBT which isn't working as it's supposed to, and now I would do just about anything to have some respite from thinking about her, initially it came from playing around with some psychedelics at an earlier age (social-group) to now, mostly being ketamine, and with the occasional (I've so far managed to keep it under control) escalation to H. I live alone, and it's all to feel disassociated.