Some adult guy preferring to draw pokemon avatars and doing some small things without value over more or less challenging things.
I prefer working on stuff which make sense in some way and i don't get much enjoyment out of little strange things i do/did. I deleted also a lot of stuff because they were bad/worthless. Blog articles, images, 2 small games, small code repositories.
But at the end everyone decides for themselves what meaning they give there lives.
A normal/good paying job is a least for me quite relevant: Family, nice house and having enough money when i retire. Sounds boring, probably is but i gave up my illusion of becoming a great indie game developer or <other dream>.
I'm good in my job after all.