Ask HN: Most excited during a work crisis?
Of course, given a choice, I'd never wish such things upon my company. Nonetheless, does anyone else share this odd guilty pleasure? Does this say something about my personality?
Of course, given a choice, I'd never wish such things upon my company. Nonetheless, does anyone else share this odd guilty pleasure? Does this say something about my personality?
Some people thrive under pressure and are able to produce their best results. It sounds like you're enjoying such situations so I encourage you to find a role at your current employer or elsewhere that values it - maybe a DevOps role where you are responsible for running a mission critical service might be a good fit.
That said, if you also don't think it's interesting or challenging without that adrenaline rush, you might want to spend some time thinking about what you do find interesting and challenging and consider switching jobs, specialties, or careers. Your post suggests to me that you feel insufficiently challenged.