What do you consider affordable?

There is a service called Codementor that can set up you with a live tutor starting at about $60.00 USD an hour. You can learn more here: https://www.codementor.io/

The great thing about web development is that it's very accessible for people trying to teach themselves. The major browsers all work as sandboxes for discovery and testing. Your statement that "you have to usually wait for things to be presented to you" is the complete opposite to me.