Early State-Sanctioned LSD Experiments in Communist Bulgaria
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He looks at it the next day to see what they were rolling on the floor about, and there was one word: "Fart."
Some of the paintings here made me think of that. Perceived creativity while in an altered state of mind, vs actual creativity.
I remember someone describing a shroom experience where they felt like they understood life, the universe, everything, and were at peace with it. At least I think it was shrooms... maybe MDMA or something, I don't remember.
I was intrigued by this because it was a change in the way they felt that was the life altering experience. Something very intangible. Having dealt with depression for a long time, I see how this can be, and yet it really struck me as interesting. Perspective matters.
So my interpretation: Instead of perceiving something happening to you (in time), you perceive everything to "be you". Instead of critically thinking about if and why something makes you laugh the thing itself because the laugh.
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But with light amounts of LSD (under 100ug) I've found studying compsci ideas to be useful. Not that I get any mystical insight but that they're so important, they stay in my mind forever.
Same for some ideas for work that come when home. Also, "processing" some harder moments and making some tougher decisions in life worked very, very well with this substance.
I think truth might be somewhere in between - we perceive things as better/easier/less while high, but it's an altered state of mind with different perspective, and it's up to us if we make a fart out of it, or something more meaningful.
But the perceived creativity and perceived sense of profound discovery often is exactly that AFAICT, where it is applied outwards rather than inwards.
Most discussions of LSD, even here, eventually attract someone who just knows that it is the key to changing the world, that if everyone just took it (I'm not sure if once or continuously) then somehow the scales would drop from our eyes and the people would rise as one to fix the whole world.
When quizzed, nobody I've encountered so far has been able to explain how they think the world will change, or what it is we're not seeing right now. So I tend to think that a lot of the insight from psychedlics is false, and that they provoke a false or inflated sense of the profound.
I think our natural mechanisms for filtering out stimuli so we can focus on the things deemed important are useful as a whole. They're the result of millennia of evolution. But at the same time, I wonder if occasionally, those same mechanisms make it easy to miss things.
I don't think LSD and friends are the only way around this nor do they guarantee any "useful" results from the temporary state they induce. At the same time, I think it can be rewarding or at least interesting to look at everything as if for the first time at least once or twice in your life if that's something that sounds appealing to you.
I was never interested in taking large doses like some people I knew back in college. Those dudes who would eat like 5 or 10 hits of acid and "trip balls" seemed nuts to me. I was cool with taking 1 or 1.5 a few times in my early 20's and found it interesting with little of the anxiety that seemed to constitute the dreaded "bad trip" I'd heard so much about.
I think your interpretations of the subjective effects are spot on, and I'm pretty sure that's how I felt back then too. I'm sure it is useful, introspectively and subjectively.
I'm just not convinced it's going to save the world :)
I always found myself to not be that creative while tripping but quite creative later with what I had experienced/learned during the trip...