Ask HN: Front End Developer Burnout
Lately I have found myself utterly burnt out, frustrated and demotivated. I hate my work.
The constant issues, seemingly endless, complaints that something or other does not work on some flavour of browser X on device Y. I often feel a suffocating paralysis and loss of energy or will. I work on two teams as the sole front end developer, Neither of these teams has any consistency in their workflows and neither use any kind of repository.
Things are constantly regressing and breaking and as the first sign of any issue is often cosmetic I am the one who looks bad. It's impossible for me to articulate my frustration in any way that does not make me look petty or as if I am shirking my responsibility.
I have constantly asked for a more stable environment but my attentions are already thinly spread across a range of issues. Sometimes I just sit and stare at my screen for 10 minutes unsure of what to do - which fire is burning hottest.
My focus is too fragmented. I am the single point of failure in so many different streams. I feel like I am spinning 100 plates when all I want is a couple of things that I can master and take pride and responsibility for.
I feel the demands on me have gradually become unreasonable over the years. I'm unsure if giving up on 10 years experience and moving into a new field as a junior is wise. I'm an engineer at heart and I'm grateful for the years of rewarding pleasure my work has given me but I can't do it anymore.
My sense of perspective is making it difficult for me to think clearly or to trust my own judgement so any advice is greatly appreciated.