If that's not enough or too hard, find someone who knows what you want to learn, and talk with them, work with them.
Sorry if that's vague, but provide some more details about what you want to learn and/or your goals, and more help can be provided.
But your intuitions are right - video is not ideal at all for learning. Most people stop watching after the first 4-6 minutes (http://blog.edx.org/optimal-video-length-student-engagement). See also: http://linkis.com/papers.ssrn.com/sol3/mYfya http://chronicle.com/blogs/wiredcampus/in-online-courses-stu... http://www.wired.com/2015/08/learning-physics-tough-get-used... http://blogs.lse.ac.uk/impactofsocialsciences/2015/07/01/why... http://pgbovine.net/publications/edX-MOOC-video-production-a... http://www.tonybates.ca/2012/03/10/pedagogical-roles-for-vid...