Homing in on the Source of Runner’s High
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I'm on track for 3000 miles this year. I ran over 2000 miles last year. My shortest run in the last few months is 4 miles, and that's on days when I double with a 6 mile run. I've raced almost a dozen marathons and I run the half-marathon distance a couple times a week. So I think it's fair to say that I "cover considerable mileage." This isn't all just slow miles either. As any runner trying to improve, I also run intervals of varying distances and tempos (where you run about as fast as you could race for an hour, but for about 30-45 minutes).
So I enjoy running. There are runs where I'm relaxed and in the groove and the miles just click by. But that's just an enjoyable experiece, like relaxing at the beach. It's nothing like the high from smoking marijuana. Or the exhileration from something like sky diving that first time. Or post-orgasm bliss.
I've also spoken with a few ultra-marathoners, runners that cover 50-100 miles or run for 24 hours straight. None of us have experienced a "high" from running. Have we all been duped? Maybe we're all expecting the wrong thing?
I'm envious of those mice... :-)
It starts out with a cool rush of euphoria felt in the head and behind the eyes, which quickly spreads to the extremities and blankets any perpetual pain/discomfort, replacing it with a weightlessness, like every tendon and muscle in your body has been renewed. It's a pure, cool, iron-like high that allows me to cut 30-60 seconds off the next 1-2 miles once it kicks in.
I don't think it's a distance thing - it's more of a pushing yourself to the point where your brain feels the need to intervene. I expect that if I had a disciplined training schedule and ran long distances regularly, my brain would get used to the idea of running and stop getting me high.
I also lift weights 3 times a week, but I never experience a high while deadlifting, bench pressing, running sleds, etc. I'm fairly certain it has to be biking/running where you have no rest in between sets in order for your brain to flip out and turn on whatever chemical switch it is that produces the effect.
I've seen others commenting that they think runner's high is akin to a state of flow - it's not. I flow occasionally when I play tennis and write, and it's a completely different feeling - one of non-feeling, simply being and doing which allows me to lose my ego for a short while. I'm acutely aware of myself, my body, and my senses when I feel the runner's high.
I am in my mid-thirties though and I can't recollect having run more than a mile before in my life. Maybe I will get used to this high and stop feeling the difference. Maybe I am feeling the kick because it is novel to me. But yes, it is nothing like the high you get from smoking marijuana :)
I think, in each case there were a couple of prevailing influences to the sensation:
1.) Feeling alone. Even during my mile, surrounded by 10 other racers, I felt pleasantly alone. Everything was quiet, non-distracting, sublime even.
2.) I was also on the verge of a major breakthrough in my training. My first year running, my 5K went from 22:09 to 17:21, and that first high was probably two weeks before that new PR. Same for the run in Lexington. Luckily it came in the MIDDLE of my mile, because I'd run the exact same time the past 4 races in a row.
3.) The weather. In each case, the weather was extremely mild - cool, brisk, gentle breeze, but no wind.
I'm probably over-analyzing it. Also TONS of nostalgia. But still, I want to make that feeling a more regular part of my life as time ticks on :)
EDIT: There's a fourth.
4.) Running was joyful. Not something I was doing to rack up mileage, or beat a competitor, or "push myself to the edge." Yeah, those things happened as a consequence of training, but they weren't the goal. The goal was to enjoy going fast. And yeah, I got high from it. It's when the focus became about those other things that the best I could do was get in a groove.
[1] http://www.newyorker.com/news/sporting-scene/complexity-and-...
The trick is to train enough (enough miles and the right kinds) to meet your goals. And figure out how to do so w/o getting injured. (Hint: go see a PT, have them evaluate you for imbalances and weaknesses. Do the exercises they prescribe. Then build your mileage, slowly and methodically. And you'll get there. Running well takes years for most people. Don't rush it.)
[1] http://www.bunnhill.com/BobHodge/Rodgers/TrainingLogs/br75tr...
What I actually experienced felt more like what we now call Flow, which is a pretty good experience by itself. Programmers seek it out almost habitually, like an addiction. I've also experienced the same thing once doing restorative Yoga (the teacher was experimenting at the end of a quarter, but I moved across town after), and maybe while doing meditation but it felt different.
I'm really curious if this is the high people mean, and those who rave about it just have a really hard time entering a flow state. If that's so then I pity them.
Thanksgiving before last this really gelled for me. I had potatoes cooling on the stove and the dog was begging for a walk so I went out with him at like 10:15 am. Runners. Everywhere runners. Then it hit me like a brick. They were all out meditating, trying to mentally prepare for the onslaught of relatives and poorly behaved nieces and nephews that were about to descend on them.
The closest I come to "runners high" is usually on those days where it's been a bit hot for long periods and then a cool front blows in. I'm practically giddy for the whole run and feel amazing. And I run races from 5k to 100 miles. I really, really enjoy racing, but I think it's the competitive aspect of it and not from some runners high.
Considering other things that are supposed to make you feel "high, aka good" (like the Vicodin I had been prescribed when I got my wisdom teeth forcibly removed from my skull) also only seem to make me feel generally nauseous, I'm guessing this is just me in general.
Oh great, let's stare at the ground for the next hour. Let's trod the same ground, day after day. Yep, that pile of cigarette butts is still there. Oh look, the street cleaning crew missed that weird children's doll in the gutter again. This is so much fun. Let's do this for the rest of our lives.
I wasn't a heavy runner before, but I had trained for/completed an Olympic triathlon, and run several miles every once in a while like most formerly-athletic people.
But the first time I ran on a trail in the woods I was like "YEAH!" and I still get no similar rush from street running though I do that 10+ miles a week these days.
I usually try to run in parks, and usually I end up thinking about a bunch of stuff (work,daily life...), barely noticing the fact that I'm running, or where, or the music playing.
Also my thoughts during running tend to be much more positive and optimistic (to the point of daydreaming) than otherwise.
I never considered that euphoric feeling during exercise to be the "runners high". I always thought it was the euphoric and satisfied feeling I have _after_ exercise that is the high. I pretty much always feel great afterwards unless I really over exerted myself.
But according to the other posters here on HN, I've just been doing it wrong.
I find the extra creativity, and sometimes vastly different viewpoint on many matters in life (probably all of them) is invaluable. Another thing is (in some circumstances) almost constant stream of out-of-blue ideas, solutions to situations/problems etc coming from subconsciousness. In life as usual, these are much more scarce. Some of best ideas/decisions in my life came from those places, often Inception style (you get some basic idea, and explore more and more after it).
This fades away significantly if I smoke often and comes back in full strength when having a week or two breaks in between.
working out feels great, the harder the better (well till certain breaking point), but mentally those states are worlds apart, something around clarity vs expanded consiousness.
If I could cut the smoking part (don't smoke cigarettes/tobacco since that's a net lose for consumer on many levels), and have something like eye drops that would be something.
If you are not getting any of this when working out may I suggest going longer? After all for most people the "runner's high" doesn't really happen unless you run for a significant amount of time (personally, same as for riding, it usually takes at least 45 minutes before it starts, for other people I know even an hour)
I have to say that when I can't ride to work but have to take transit (when it's icy out) I am definitely less effective due to the lack of this 2x/day burst of additional creativity (which is helpful on the way back too, get home, fire off emails and note some plans for the next day).
Note I have never taken drugs so I can't offer any comparisons.
But I also do plenty of stuff in mountains - hikes, alpinism, ski touring, climbing etc. These are 3-10 hours activities (apart from short&intense burst while climbing), similar to slow running (sometimes actually pretty intense). These could be classified as some sort of "high", but more in a sense of euphory, joy of being in nature, seeing some amazing places, random meetings with animals etc. But nothing comparable to other "high" states from drugs. Just 2 very different worlds, both amazing but for different reasons.
For me it really seems like working out at a high enough level that you'd have to stop after 1:30 or so that does it, if I have longer rides (I have ridden up to 5 hours) it does not seem to be hard enough, while if you go shorter it's too hard, there just seems to be something about the hard-but-manageable-effort that does it for some reason
Same deal with running, when I was marathon training and running for 2+ hours it did not happen as often as it did when I was half-marathon training and I was focusing on 1-1:30 workouts
So I say without ambiguity: I defnitely get runner's high. It changes my personality and my "feeling tone" significantly.
Also, what do you mean you can't get high from cannabis?
Running itself is pretty damn boring, which makes it hard to do it for more than an hour. It is nice to get outside, though.
Mostly running is just a mix of pain and boredom for me to the point where I simply cannot bear it. The only way I can run is if there is a goal/agenda of some sort...like playing Soccer for instance.
Exercise also tends to increase my appetite, especially when lifting weights. I wonder if this is related to the endocannabinoids.
To hone is to sharpen or to perfect. You can hone a blade.
Home in is the phrase that has more widespread use. A missile homes in. It probably has roots to do with homing pigeons.
I always thought that it should be home, but heard it more often as hone, so I figured there must be some etymological history I was unaware of. Apparently I just had a bad sample set.