The Recovering Programmer
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I'm afraid that I can't have the quality of home life that I want if I ditch on my programming career, but I'll never have the quality of career life that I want if I don't. I love programming, but not when it's retardo CRUD sites.
Make something that you will keep and own. Preferably something you can get a passive income from. Experience a warm fuzzy feeling when you realize that you are actually doing profitable stuff without being at a big slow company with meetings and otherwise uncreative work culture.
This side-business phase is where I am at. I can attest to a different mood about salary slavery after getting to it. I know I'll never become rich on a salary. I need work to be more than a trade of hours of my life for money. While I am at work I need to learn new things. While I am at work I need to take the responsibility myself for making my future workdays less painful since I'll hang around for an unknown time.
The consequences of feeling I can give my workplace the finger and work full-time on my project to make it on my own, is that at work I automate the tedious tasks, I take a more active role in improving business processes that I see quality flaws in. I put in the extra effort to streamline things so that my coming workdays can be spent on things I don't feel is beneath me.
So who knows, maybe this will work out with me getting a better work career even if my side-project doesn't work out, that it was just a catalyst for me to realize I'm responsible for my own work situation not sucking. I hope my projects do work out though. :)