BTW I named my son Soren for Soren Kierkegaard and man he can be extremely bleak. It kind of goes everything is not understandable till you lose yourself in the madness of nothing being certain AKA Leap of Faith (Which is Leap to Faith but translations screwed it up)
your selfish behavior would pollute planet unnecessarily, taking away precious resources, giving back more pollution. you might not care what will happen after you pass away, but I do.
(I say this as a space lover whose biggest dream is to get to space one time... but there are far more important things in life than polishing one's ego, which can be anyway achieved in many, many ways. climbed Matterhorn last week, that's a good starter I can recommend to some :))