Why I'm walking away from one of the best jobs in academia
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This essay is explaining why he thinks that the freedom and positive impact parts of his compensation are significantly less than he initially thought. When that's the case, the next obvious question is: is this worth it? He's answering no. All occupations have problems, but he may find another occupation where he feels all aspects of his compensation (not just monetary) are worth it.
If that $60k is actually his salary, that's not great. Now, if one of the other commenters is right and he's at UT Arlington, $60k is a perfectly liveable income here, but any professional job with more than a few years experience is going to surpass that. As a software engineer in the same metropolitan area with about 6 years experience, I make $66k/year. I'm not even that good, and I'm probably younger than him.
> I think the author needs to either search his heart more deeply
That's the problem with graduating so early and following your initial studying path. You didn't have time to think about what you were doing, was it the right thing, was it what you wanted, etc...
I always wondered how that kind of case usually ends. The people who've been doing one thing only in life, and ends up in a job right away. I guess your world can crumble in your mid-life.
And going through two professional post-graduate schools (in the US anyway) costs serious coin. Can such debts be forgiven or delayed in any way, or did the author split from both a job and regular meals?
Hopefully, this isn't a "poor little rich kid" story following the path he was told to follow and then realizing that the result's not beer and skittles? If so, I hope the author finds out what he'd like to do... Should be well-trained for the law or politics. Politics with training and a heart would be a nice change!
I don't think the choice of study path is a problem. After all, he was doing this for 20 years and does not have a problem with what he was teaching. He has a problem with the people that benefited or did not benefit from his work. ... "Why don't you do something more meaningful with your life?" ...
The real problem is he thought life would be perfect, that there would be no problems he would have a hard time solving, that everything would be as imagined.
And the early success did give him false visions of grandeur and an amazing world. Early success just was not sustainable. In the end, the reality that overcame was that life sucked and will continue to suck. Only little pockets of joy exist here and there. Especially when you are a bleeding edge researcher.
Ever considered a sideline as a motivational speaker?
This is a great point and one I think clearly happened to the author and to a lesser degree myself.
I was all about going into academia, being a professor, travelling the world on other people's money and studying romantic cultures in far away places. I was warned about the environment then (early and mid 00's) and the lack of pay, but I wanted to experience it so bad. I had blinders on and all I wanted was my doctoral degree and then kickstart myself into a PhD program.
I burned out in epic fashion and took a few years off and regrouped. In the meantime, a half dozen of my friends graduated and landed teaching jobs, and others started in their doctoral programs. Within a year, they were all out. Either pivoting and going back to school for a completely different major, or pivoting into some other field and out of academia completely.
I was lucky and avoided most of it - but without my burn out, I'm afraid I probably would have been in the same place as the author. Without a real examination of where I was going and what I really wanted to do with my life, I almost lost several years finding out academia really wasn't the place I wanted to be. I look back and see I really dodged a bullet.
Please define "value".
I have a couple of words of advice for the guy though. Don't worry about the jerk who watched breaking bad in class as long as he isn't bothering anyone else. Also don't worry about the ones who sit behind and watch along. It's their prerogative if they want to pay $50 bucks to have a place to check their social media and watch reruns. They're doing a public service, subsidizing the other students' education.
Re: Online Ed. Even though it currently sucks, it's here to stay. It's in beta right now, and it may change a lot before some college actually gets it right, but it isn't going away and that's a good thing. Colleges that are followers, (ie: Blackboard customers) are going to lose big. The winners will be the ones who continue to innovate until they nail it, the rest will be decimated and or become testing centers.
As in every profession, there is a cohort who associate one's ability to find dark trousers and a collared shirt with "professionalism". Whoever thought that there was no conservatism at the Uni was wrong. Ignore them if you can, placate them if you must. Spend your energy where it does the most good.
[1] - And also some very fine people.
Eh, speak for yourself, it is the solution for millions of people who want to learn something, not only have the degree as an end goal...
MOOCs can be reasonably effective as learning tools for things like programming. They don't have a real business or certification model but that's a somewhat separate discussion. But for history, literature, etc. I'd mostly rather just read a good book.
I've noticed this same lack of overlap in the field of journalism. I know quite a few people who are really good (and successful) in their field, but despite being in their late twenties or early thirties, they're shockingly inept at operating computers.
This is a problem, in my opinion, because much of what (specialist) journalist do is find the story in high volumes of data. And computers are great for that: RSS readers, DEVONthink (or other personal databases), good google searches, collaboration through, at the very least google docs, etc.
And yet they settle for ordering books, reading huge stacks of newspapers, cuting out the good articles and writing in their paper notebooks, and composing word documents that they send around via email with -2 added to the filename.
But I digress. My point is that there's significant low-hanging fruit in combining technology with the 'stuffy' areas of academia or fields like journalism, but relatively few people from either side collaborate in this area.
In part, I think this is because of a fundamentally different personality/temperament and social surroundings, and in part I suppose it's because this 'low-hanging fruit' is not low-hanging when it comes to profit. That saddens me.
But the fact remains that if I as a data/tech/web geek were to 'fuse' with one of my journalist friends, great things could happen. While such a 'fusion' is unlikely, I'm still trying to find a good starting point for collaboration.
>There's no reason why MOOCs can't be effective in the humanities. I think the problem is that there's much less overlap between those who are skilled at teaching, say, history and those who are skilled at creating good online courses.
One fundamental question is what a MOOC can bring to a literature or a history class and I'm not sure I have a good answer. It's certainly not interaction with my peers--given the interaction mechanisms don't scale and there's such a wide disparity of background. It's not interaction with the professor; that certainly doesn't scale. It's not peer grading. It's not powerpoints. It's not video of a professor on a webcam. It's not multiple choice questions.
Is it engaging video/multimedia/high quality lecture? Well, maybe but how is this now different from a quality PBS or History Channel series (or iTunes University or one of those Great Courses DVDs you can order)? Broadcast is a solved problem. Want to learn about the Civil War? Watch the Ken Burns series.
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> Is it engaging video/multimedia/high quality lecture? Well, maybe but how is this now different from a quality PBS or History Channel series (or iTunes University or one of those Great Courses DVDs you can order)? Broadcast is a solved problem. Want to learn about the Civil War? Watch the Ken Burns series.
To some degree yes, the advantage of MOOCs can be precisely that on a bigger scale we can use higher quality approaches. Local 'meet-ups' with professors or the like could be used in combination. Why not outsource the lecture part, or at least a significant amount of it? At the very least this could take care of all the <topic> 101 classes that I suspect are pretty similar across universities.
But more importantly, I think there's a ton of stuff that computers can do in this area other than broadcast. Think of classics like the "Encarta Encyclopedia", or "The Way Things Work", or consider how games like Assassin's Creed result in tons of gamers learning a lot about certain periods in history.
Or consider this recent post on HN, "The Pixel Factory"(http://acko.net/files/gltalks/pixelfactory/online.html#0).
The problems are cost and ability. A single teacher or university is not going to create interactive visualizations, 3D environments to explore, or 'games' (place-events-or-persons-on-the-timeline?). He doesn't have the time/interest/money, and unlike someone already working in IT he might not have a clue as to what's possible (or how to do it).
With MOOCs, it should be possible to scale these efforts and bring together some of the best teachers with some of the best tech folk and create something that can be vastly superior to regular classes, and something that has a wider reach.
You don't have to be a tea-partying libertarian to see that such an idea is shockingly naive.
But, it is a viewpoint deeply held. I've spoken with people over 30 and even over 50 years old that still bought into the idea that government is the solution to all problems.
On the other hand, the view that capitalism and privatization fixes all problems is just as flawed.
There is no one-system-fits-all and it can't even be said that one system is necessarily a better choice in any given situation. Status-quo is usually a good choice though, if it is working.
I mostly agree with this except currently the Status-qou isn't working for most people and the environment. The pendulum swung too far towards the "government bad, markets good" end of the spectrum. To tackle the big problems of the day (Climate change, income inequality, chronic unemployment/underemployment due to technology changes and automation, etc) we will need much more government regulation. That includes local and national regulation with unprecedented global cooperation. The free market on its own has proven itself incapable of solving the problems society faces and in fact is causing some of the above problems.
Engineering has a thing called 'control volumes', where you draw circles (volumes actually) around a system, and measure inputs and outputs. They must balance for a steady state to be achieved. Maybe by measuring things that actually matter (instead of for instance completely imaginary point systems like money or votes) we could constrain society to at least be stable.
The Tea Party is really just farther-right conservative.
I will stand corrected if you can point me to something that is an official "platform" of the Tea Party, but to my knowledge, no such thing exists...
Find me a tea partier who is willing to cut pork going to their own district? They don't exist. All their bloviating about being more conservative than the other guy is dog whistles to get themselves elected.
Republicans with funny hats :)
Both of these positions are things which might naturally occur to someone with relatively little experience watching the impact of regulation or the evolution of unconstrained free markets. Is it "shocking" that someone who hasn't had an opportunity to observe a system in action (which is pretty much what the entire piece is about) comes to a naive conclusion?
No. I'd say that's a perfectly reasonably naive position.
(Not quite as naive as
(thinking that
(is anything more than
(the belief that
(every problem works itself out as long as the government goes away))
(a strawman for the libertarian position))))Not every problem is caused by the government, but that doesn't mean they can be solved by government, nor does it mean that they warrant having a government in the first place.
Take my username- Fdanconia pays homage to Francisco d'ansonia, one of the protagonists from Ayn Rand's Atlas Shrugged. It reminds me that I used to think "pure capitalism and no government" was an answer. Now, I believe that a healthy mix of both regulation and competition is essential to our society.
I suddenly think I agree. But I don't expect it to happen.
The major downside, of course, is that a significant fraction of young Americans won't be able to go to college. (The corollary, that they won't be able to find jobs, is pretty much taking care of itself: they won't be able to find jobs anyway.) By and large, going to college is a good thing in itself: being exposed to challenging ideas and different people is good for an individual and for a democratic populace, even if I (or you) don't agree with the opinions someone ends up having. But in an environment like this, that isn't really going to happen.
The other downside is that some people (a small minority?) with limited financial means won't be able to reach their full potential. Take someone who could have gone to MIT and invented brilliant new things after being exposed to the full range of difficult ideas. Instead, they go into a job training program and come out excellent at a limited range of very marketable skills. (In the article's situation, essentially all computer science, software engineering, information systems, and so on are job training programs, so....) Perhaps that's actually a positive, as far as the individual is concerned, but it's certainly an opportunity cost overall.
I agree there is a lot wrong with the world currently. But I also wonder at the wisdom of his decision. I walked away from a job at a Fortune 500 company for health reasons. This seems like someone who is extremely privileged, doesn't really appreciate how privileged they are, and is throwing away a position not easily gotten back if the decision to go turns out to be one he regrets. Perhaps he won't. He has been published in various venues and done a lot of different things. Perhaps he will readily land on his feet. But I wonder if he will discover that it isn't any better anywhere else and regret this choice.
There is a very good chance that he will never get another tenure track offer if he changes his mind. The job market in history is very, very tough.
The job market in history is more competitive than you could ever imagine. The competition for a tenure track position at a D- level school is insane. Many strong candidates are unable to get any tenure track offers, even at a community college.
The truth is more along the lines that high employability for abstract (and disproportionately high-paying) professions is highly correlated with academic ability, and it is the latter that accounts for more of the overall success than the degree itself. In other words, many high-earning people would have some of those higher earnings even if they didn't go to college at all. The fact that many of those people choose to go to college is an _effect_ of that ability, not a cause.
The idea that the government will loan money to people regardless of major is just wrong. Worse, since the government is paying a schools are accepting of such federally guaranteed money then why cannot the government dictate costs as it does with medical care? Why cannot it state, in your area one hour credit is worth X. We will not loan more than that. Textbooks cost Y.
Schools, both public and private, are mills to take in effectively free money to pay out in seriously overpaid positions as football coaches and administrators (college Presidents and such) all the while many rest of very fat endowments.
Not every degree plan deserves/needs subsidization in this manner. But, be careful or we may end up with a very utilitarian college system (assuming that's a bad thing).
[1] http://www.theatlantic.com/education/archive/2014/06/the-cas...
http://www.mademan.com/justin-bieber-and-the-battle-of-the-b...
Ya that won't happen. The fed wants their share of the pie as well, and since you can't get out of your student loan, even through bankruptcy, the government will eventually get their money back plus interest. There's no incentive for the government to reduce it. If anything they'll increase the funding so they'll get more interest out of future generations. Also college being the de facto next step after high school it'll be like this for at least decades to come.
You'll have to be like the Japanese tsunami stone markers: "beware of tsunami and don't build below this point", and tell your kids "beware of easy money and make sure it's worthwhile" but it's gonna be pretty hard to go against the government system.
"I bring up my own experiences as a reminder that if the plural of anecdote isn't data, the singular of it sure as hell isn't, either."
[1] http://www.vox.com/2015/6/5/8736591/liberal-professor-identi...
[2] http://www.vox.com/2015/6/3/8706323/college-professor-afraid
So is the real reason you're giving it up because you've realized that critical theory is a load of crap? No? It's "the institution"'s fault? Suuure it is.
EDIT: Now that I've read the piece, the author seems unaware he was duped. He says "Activism informed my teaching" which would be a very damning quote had he known the motivations of those behind Critical Theory. He must have really just drunk the kool-aid without questioning, as they're taught to do (otherwise they're "authoritarian"!).
Well, a lack of investment by students is a plausible interpretation. Another is that the OP isn't as good at lecturing as he likes to think.
Quick way of pleasing students is not getting on them when they are viewing Breaking Bad in the middle of a lecture.
Would I get more out of it if I listened while sitting at a desk and taking notes? Probably. But I'm getting a lot more than nothing out of it.
And obviously TV-watching is harder to combine with lecturing (among other things, the student presumably had to have closed-captioning on), but fundamentally the idea of doing two things at once when neither of them demands your complete attention isn't that weird.
I find that really paying attention to something over an extended amount of time is hard work. Very few lecture subjects and presenters are genuinely interesting enough for it and paced well enough for it, and it also requires a certain amount of energy, which I may not always have, or have for long enough for the whole thing. So I often try to find a way to have something mildly to moderately distracting while in these lectures, like a newspaper or magazine or something. I often find computers and TV shows to be too distracting, such that I may not really hear anything, but the mild distractors help keep me focused enough to hear the important parts without my attention drifting away entirely.
But I also haven't been to any lectures in a long time, because I think that they're a terrible way of conveying information, mostly because they force a lot of people to all share the same pace. If something was paced just right for me, then it's probably too fast and hard to follow for some people, and too slow, boring, and tough to stay focused on for others.
Of course, it's also possible that the student just doesn't care at all, and is only there to get the piece of paper, which he has been told will automatically lead to a good job.