Year 1: learning, excitement, keen to prove myself, also economy had just crashed
Year 2: under pressure, but feeling ownership and hopeful that we would "fix our problems"
Year 3: jaded, but waiting for the growing stock to vest (Amazon's RSUs start vesting in the 3rd year)
Year 4: over-stressed, extremely unhappy
Year 5: detached, not really working, interviews, exit.